Saturday, December 4, 2010, 5:33 P.M.

Its like I was just trying to give payback;
And I lost everything;
You can't be beat;
So next time I won't try;
And now its time;
For you to realize;
Its not me;
Its you;
Who needs to improve;
And its hurts even worse;
When you try;
And I push you aside;
Because you only cause unearthly aches;
And I can't complain;
Because I bring them on myself;
Some days;
But I would give everything;
If I hadn't already lost it;
If you would just please be less pain inducing;
And maybe this would work;
If I had the guts to tell you.

Tuesday, November 24, 2010, 3:33 P.M.

At the beach. Having fun, I guess you could say. Facebook drama's are pretty much over and for that fact it is very much an unexciting role from here on out. I wish somethiung would spark that would make me laugh and smile cheesily when I look at the screen. But that won't happen too soon...... I'm sure.

Sunday, October 24, 2010, 8:26 P.M.

Quiet tonight........... Too quiet..

Sunday, October 24, 2010, 11:40 A.M.

MAKE IT WORK! -Tim Gunn (Project Runway)

Saturday, October 23, 2010, 11:50 A.M.

Heeeey, and I did win my volleyball game if you were wondering. But you probably weren't. To all of those people out there who has have problems in their life; whatever it is, a friend who was fantastic but now, just totally dumped you. Not gonna go into other reasons, there are so many complicated ones..... Just remember; The sun is always there, the rain may cover it sometimes but it has a way to shine through in the end. If you let someone go and they come back; its meant to be. And, you can't change anyone else, just yourself. Interpret these any way you want. Bye!

Saturday, October 16, 2010, 11:31 P.M.

Soo... My sisters long awaited birthday party is today. Am I going? Of course not! I have more important things to do and places to be. JK, I have a volleyball game at 3:30 (wish me luck!) and shopping with my friend after and then sleepover @ her house! Yeah! Fun! Well, will post later if I won.... Bye!

October 14, 2010, 3:18 P.M.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMA!!!!!!!!!! Her real b-day is today! Have a happy 7th year! Luv ya!

Thursday, October 7, 2010, 10:32 A.M.

Hmmm, I'm so sick. It hurts to be sick. Ugggghhhh. And it especially sucks to miss some of your favorite things because of it. )= Frowning right now.... And so now that I am done complaining about my life - I will tell you about - Well, nothing, I have nothing to say and so I just am typing randomly so that hopefully by the time I am done, my sickness will be gone! Yeah for me! and do you spell Yeah like Yea?? Or Yeah?? Idk... That always confuses me. Lol.

If anyone is reading this and aren't busy text me because I AM BORED!!!!! And maybe you will be reading this in like a week, but trust me - I will STILL be bored. (= My life is so exciting. Hmmmmmm, well that's really all I have to say other than - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

P.S. Its no ones Birthday.

Thursday, September 31st, 2010, 9:59 P.M.

Heeeeeeelllllllllloooooooooooo. Who wishes they were someone else say - CHEESEBURGER!!!!!

Sunday, September 26th, 2010, 3:09 P.M.

I am B-O-R-E-D. Its crazy boring and I'm really tired. I got Braces Friday. Idk if I already posted about that or not. They irritate the heck out of me. And I have to have RUBBER BANDS!!!!!!!!!!!! UGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just had a softball game and we won. (~= Have CCD tonight......... Wish me luck (my teacher's a little on the crazy side)!!! Oh and I unprivate-ed my blog. Lol. Just wanted to let you know. []]]]=

Wednesday, September 22nd, 2010, 6:17 P.M.

SCARY!!!!!! TORNADOS ARE SCARY!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My cat (Sparkles) is missing too. Which makes it even more scary. She went missing as the storm and wind picked up to a rage. She is still gone (Yes, she is an outdoor cat) and now my heart has flipped and fell and shatterred. )))= I wish she were here............. My baby brother is calling my name. Gtg.

Monday, September 20th, 2010, 8:41 P.M.

Soooo...... Should I un-private my blog?? Maybe......... It will be interesting if I do... And what if I invite people to see it...... Like more than just 1........ Lol. Need input.

Saturday, Spetember 18th, 2010, 4:24 P.M.

Soooo............. Note to self: Steal Zane's Seat. Hehe. Nobody will understand that but me. There is this kid who makes me mad, sad, happy, crazy, and a little well sick......... A different kind of sick........... I bet no one can guess............... I kinda sorta fell hard - too hard.............. Disappointment after disappointment......... Tsk, Tsk............... Why me.

Saturday, September 18th, 2010, 4:18 P.M.

STOP GETTING ON MY BLOG MADELYN-ELIZABETH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T KNOW YOU!!!!! UUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I had to make it private because of you, see what you have done?? Oh wait - you CAN'T!!!! BECAUSE ITS PRIVATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN YOUR FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, September 18th, 2010, 4:08 P.M.

Boys, boys, boys.............

Sunday, August 29, 2010, 6:27 P.M.

Worst day of my life. The worst part is I don't even know why.

Monday, August 23rd, 1:50 P.M.

Sailing on rough waters right now. Not literally. Lol. Having some troubles with - well, everything. Am I THIS easy of a target???? I'm getting beat up by the world. Hmmmm, its tough. Plus, I'm practically broke, and I have to sell more stuff - Hey! Wanna help???? Please!! Ok, go to http://Tamararicraftsinc.webs.com Thanks!!!!!!

Friday, July 16th, 3:50 P.M.

Go to sarahfincher.com - press continue and then type in leonardshelby. Get ready for some real scares. Have fun! (=

Thursday, July 15th, 2010, 9:23 P.M.

Off to bed! (well, more like off to watch tv - just at night...........) Goodnight (kinda)! I will post tomorrow!

Thursday, July 15th, 2010, 3:33 P.M.

So sorry about not writing. I just kinda - got grounded. From the computer -and my phone. That was my consequence for telling my brother he was a bad baseball player, and that he was going to lose, right before his tournament game. Correction: his championship game. I know its harsh, but I was REALLY mad at him. I'm not gonna go into details. I actually was allowed on the computer yesterday at three, the reason I didn't go on is because I had friend over. For the past few days I have been helping out my art teacher by "helping" (I don't do THAT much) with the kindergarten summer camp. I love them all, they are so cute. (= The camp starts at 10, which isn't bad considering the fact that some start at nine.

I am in the process, (actually I just started like three minutes ago) of reading a GREAT book called Skeleton Creek. Well, that's the name of the series anyway. The first one is called that, the second (which I'm reading) is called "Ghost in The Machine". Its really good, and I won't spoil it for those of you who want to read it, all I will say is that it is someones journal. It's first person - I guess......................

Again sorry about not posting! I got this post done in like fifteen minutes! Wow, and its my longest one. Well, that makes up for all the posts I've missed. Bye! (((=

Sunday, July 11th, 2010, 3:19 P.M.

Looking back at my last post: I am a very vain person. Well at least I project very vain thoughts in my writing. My hair doesn't look THAT good. Ugh. I feel rude now. I want to blame this on someone but I did this to myself. Oh well. I'm still blaming it on someone. Anybody?? Going once........ Going Twice.................

Sunday, July 11th, 2010, 12:04 P.M.

Sorry I haven't posted much. My friend came over after the softball party - well, she sorta babysat my lil' brother during it, and then she just stayed after. I just straightened + Blow dried my hair, and it looks AMAZING. I really need to get my own straightener so I am not stuck using my moms every day.......................

Saturday, July 10th, 2010, 12:13 P.M.

All day I have been preparing for my softball party that is tonight from four to six tonight. I usually do not like having parties at my house, and this is no exception. I hate having responsibility. It makes me feel overwhelmed, and stressed. But of course, since we have a pool at our house - we HAVE to have parties. It stinks, but at least I'm not a party-o-holic. Lol. New vocab word for you. Well wish me luck. (=

Friday, July 9th, 2010, 6:50 P.M.

I am about to go and see Eclipse. I am sooooo excited! I have read all of the books except for part of the fourth book. Love em'!!!! If you haven't read them read them! Lolz, bye!!!!

friday, July 9th, 2010, 5:40 P.M.

Isn't it amazing how a great mood can be spoiled by ugly thoughts??? I know its ridiculous, but its also true. I hate it, but it just happened to me. I need time to cool off.............

Friday, July 9th, 2010, 3:26 P.M.

"Friends are forever, Frenemies are for never" I just rhymed! Kinda.... Sorta...... Wait!? Did I rhyme???????? (;

Friday, July 9th, 2010, 2:55 P.M.

Just got back from a friends house. Their mom just had a baby, and we brought them Panera for lunch. Yum. I am tired out. Gonna kick back - eat goldfish -and watch Project Runway all afternoon long. I think I've already said this but - Wow. I have an exciting life. Lol.

Friday, July 9th, 2010, 11:04 A.M.

Pay no attention to the time below, it is wrong, it says I posted at like 8 in the mornin. That is not right. Just pay attention to the time above. Gotta get that fixed...............

Friday, July 9th, 2010, 10:57 A.M.

I'm bored to tears right now. The weather sucks, my siblings are driving me up a wall, and I have nothing else to say but the fact that I'm bored. Wow, I have a fascinating life.

Friday, July 9th, 2010, 10:29 A.M.

Hey everyone. I just wanted to let you know that I have started writing. Ya, blogging is not what I do, I write, not blog. Ugh, intros are so hard to write. I hate it. I am gonna end this one now, because I REALLY don't want to bore you. (; BYE!!!!